What Do We Do Now?

You came home today, I stayed up all night just waiting for you to return.
I was hoping we could stay home all day and just catch up, the three of us.
I wasn't expecting you to tell me she stayed.
You said she was just confused about things and she'd be home soon.
Told me I was too old to not understand.
Am I too old to be upset too?
Do I not get to be hurt by this?
Just because I'm an adult does this mean that I'm not longer affected?
Can I no longer feel rejected? Abandoned? Alone?
What about not good enough?
Cause I feel that way right now.
You didn't even try to see how I felt.
I guess it's not your fault, I mean you must feel bad too.
But that's your job, you're supposed to make sure I'm okay.
You're supposed to look after me.
When did the roles get switched?
Sometimes I feel like you don't really see me for me.
You just see me as you want to see me.
Do you think I don't feel things? Do you think I'm above acting this way?
I'd never thought things would turn up this way.
I don't think you did either.